Thursday, March 31, 2005

i've moved!


Okay, the wait is over! I have created a new blog!!

The skinny...
My blogday (blogging birthday) is this coming Saturday. I made my very first blog posting on April 2, 2003 (click here), and to celebrate, I've started a new blog.

Yup, I am no longer blogging with Blogger (hey, that rhymed!). Blogger's been good to me. I spent my first 2 years of blogging here! However, its time to grow up and move on. Don't worry, though... I'll keep this site up as long as Blogger will let me.

I'm blogging @ TypePad now! Please update your urls and such... I do hope you'll follow me to my new home @:

http://adamfeldman.typepad.com

So long, [ex]changed.life!!

year 2 archives



april 04
may 04
june 04
july 04
august 04
september 04
october 04
november 04
december 04
january 05
february 05
march 05

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

x<24hrs


that's right... less than 24 hrs away...

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

are you ready?


it'll be real soon now...

Monday, March 28, 2005

easter


We had a wonderful Easter service @ CCC yesterday. Despite the coldfront and subsequent severe weather, we had a great time worshipping our risen Lord together. My personal favorite was ending the service with a video montage of the life of Christ interspersed with clips from The Passion. While the video was playing, the band played "The Wonderful Cross" live. It was awesome how the timing worked out...

I am currently reading Deitrich Bonhoeffer's "Life Together." I've always wanted to read it, and I'm glad that I've finally started it. He has such a wonderful perspective on Christian community. As I've been reading it, I've considered my current community of faith.

All too often I tend to be cynical or judgmental of the shortcomings of Christians and the Church. (Read a few posts below of my comments on the SBC.) I've recently come to the conclusion that when I point the finger, I tend to be staring in the mirror! I think Jesus had this in mind when he warned us to remove the plank from our own eye before attempting to remove the speck of sawdust from someone else's eyes.

On this rainy Georgia day, I'll leave you with a quote from Bonhoeffer:

"He who loves his dream of a community more than the Christian community itself becomes a destroyer of the latter, even though his personal intentions may be ever so honest and earnest and sacrificial."

not again...


There was a major earthquake in Indonesia this morning, and another tsunami warning was posted. You can view the article: HERE.

Saturday, March 26, 2005

beautiful day


it's a magnificent day outside today... absolutely wonderful weather.

in other news, i apologize for my comments not working. i'll be fixing that soon...

Friday, March 25, 2005

good friday, happy easter

t-minus...


it's only a few days away now...

Thursday, March 24, 2005

emerging sbc


Some good dialogue going on at the Emerging SBC's blog. Steve asked everyone to respond to this article from the BP. You can find the dialogue on the esbc blog HERE: Emerging SBC Leaders: Emerging Threat.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

upcoming conference


shaping of thingsMichael Frost and Alan Hirsch (authors of The Shaping of Things to Come) are coming to Atlanta this April. The conference is being held @ Northside Community Church on one of the 18 Peachtree Streets in Atlanta. Anyway, I read Shaping a few months ago and it really impressed me how Frost and Hirsch approach emerging, missional Church within the context of Western culture. Scott and I are heading down there. If you're in the area and planning on going, let me know and we'll try to get together for conversation.

Click here for more info on the conference.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

it's coming...


just a heads up.

Monday, March 21, 2005

sbc conversation moving elsewhere...


First of all, thanks for all who have commented on the last two posts regarding sbc life (whipple, reggie, scott, mo, steve, rob...) even if you've never stepped foot in a southern baptist church. Special thanks to Steve at Reformissionary for his dialogue and for stepping out and creating a blog dedicated to this dialogue. You can visit said blog @: Emerging SBC Leaders. (Looking forward to it, Steve!) My understanding is that the blog is for those of us who are concerned about current sbc life, willing to "stick with it" and desiring to be change-agents. However, if you're not in the sbc, I'm sure you won't be excluded from the dialogue.

Friday, March 18, 2005

southern baptist young leader initiative - part 2


I've heard back from many of you regarding my posting yesterday on the current leadership of the sbc's attempt to reconnect with younger leaders. I think yesterday was my "positive" posting... today is a bit more "realistic" (cynical?).

1) First of all, some of you have emailed me or asked if there is a place for young sbc leaders to dialogue. Apparently, there is a young leaders discussion board located at LifeWay's website. I've never posted, partially b/c I didn't know it existed until recently. My gut tells me that perhaps blogging is the better place for this to happen... which brings me to the second point...

2) Secondly, my buddy (fellow black sheep?) Reggie pointed out that during the meeting some of the LifeWay guys kept saying that LifeWay already has the answers to the questions that we were asking. For instance, one "young leader" asked: "Is there a way we can reach all this information you're talking about via a ONE-STOP web site?" Makes sense: save time and energy, consolidate information. The response was a bit tongue-and-cheek: "There's already a search engine that searches all sbc-related sites. As long as YOU have linked to US, your information will be available. The search engine works like Google. I'm sure most of you know what Google is. [He actually said that!]" It just REEKED of arrogance.

3) Aaaannndd, along those lines, there was also a sense that we weren't really being listened to by some of the folks there. Could've been my predisposition to distrust the situation, but I am primarily referring to one gentleman (the dude mentioned above) who had a response to everything we said. At one point, he even stated: "If you want to make change happen, you need to contact this certain committee of six people who meets before September of every year and determines the next National Convention's agenda." WHA--!?! If that's the case, then why the heck did you invite all of us out here!? In reflection, though, it was really only a handful of guys (2-3) that really sent off that institutionalized-vibe. I was encouraged by Jimmy Draper (President of LifeWay) and Bob White (President of the Georgia Baptist Convention) in that they frequently said: "That's a good question! We have no answer for that. That's why we need to work together to find a solution."

Again, this is my realistic post. I kind of lament it b/c most of us are already keenly aware of the problems in the sbc and other denominations--it may serve no good to smack a dead horse here (um, I'm refering to the issues). On the other hand, I feel I buttered you up in my previous post and may have made you feel all warm-and-fuzzy that things were on the up-and-up.

I have my doubts, and I have my hopes.

I guess the long-and-short of it is this: It seems that some of the current leadership of the SBC is interested in hearing our thoughts and letting us make strategic/critical decisions (I think Jimmy Draper is much more legit than others). It also seems that they are willing to listen to us as long as we move our desired change/reform through their pre-existing system. This is something that many of us younger guys are really not interested in doing. I mean, who has the time to learn the bureaucratic ins-and-outs of a denomination? Let's get missional!! There's gotta be a way........

If you're a denominational guy and you stumbled upon this site, I'm glad you are here. I hope you'll lend your thoughts to the dialogue.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

southern baptist young leader initiative


I spent most of the morning and early afternoon in Lawrenceville, GA @ an SBC focus-group-esque dialogue with the president of LifeWay, Jimmy Draper (geez... that was a horrendously long sentence!). Draper started the Younger Leaders Dialogues as a way for he and the current "older" leadership in the SBC to dialogue with us young, wild leaders in the Convention. [As a side note: I have a lot of respect for Draper. He took a lot of flack at the SBC national convention last fall for something he said from the stage to the 1,000s of people in attendance. Adam's paraphrase: "If the SBC doesn't embrace and empower the young leaders in our denomination, then the denomination will cease to exist in the next few years." Some potent truth, and it took some guts for him to say that to the entire SBC.]

I headed over there early this morning with some CCC folk. I was pleasantly surprised to see several "young" faces, complete with gotees and everything that is cliché-emergent. (Yes, "emergent" and "post-this-and-that" was thrown out so syrupy thick that I could have eaten pancakes with it... almost as thick as the presence of some tail-sniffing, coat wearing 'ladder climbers' of tomorrow...) I ran into two buddies of mine that are planting a Church in Augusta called The Well. (Feel better, Jeremy... Reggie, your gotee is sick [in a good way]! A burgeoning eco-system.) I also ran into Tim @ 1027 Church in downtown ATL (we had met a few years back via a mutual friend). Talked with a couple-o other guys I've seen over the years... Bill (another music/worship dude), Mark (another seminary dude) and Adam (a college/singles minister dude who lived on the same hall as me in college).


Okay. So, I'm done dropping names. The "dialogue" was pretty much what I expected: lots of young leaders expressing their angst toward the SBC as it operates today. There was much talk to redirect the conversation into a "healthy" dialogue focusing on solutions (i.e. "we KNOW the problems, now help us SOLVE them!"). I heard lots of solutions that I had been thinking of, and some new, fresh ideas. This was encouraging b/c I felt as though there are others like myself who, though not "die-hard" Southern Baptists, care enough about the denomination to want it to become something better than it currently is.

At one point, Draper said (again, Adam's paraphrase): "Now, you guys can choose to start your own convention from the ground up. It'll take a lot of work. Or, you can take this one and 'reform' it to something that will be relevant and missional in the 21st century." A guy from the audience stood up toward the end of the dialogues and said: "I think I speak for most young leaders here. We don't want to take anything from you. We don't want a coup. We'd rather you willingly hand us the baton and walk alongside with us as we do this together..." Well said sentiment.

I was encouraged, but am not holding my breath. At this point (to use a cliché), it seems a daunting task to turn this Titanic around. We shall see...

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

b'more


my wife is in maryland applying for a teaching position today. thanks for your prayers...

purpose driven convict


I heard about this story (CNN), but had look it up to verify. Apparently, Ashley Smith (Brian Nichols' hostage) read to Nichols out of the Bible and The Purpose Driven Life (Rick Warren). I heard on the news that Saddleback Church (where Warren is pastor) has been getting tons of phone calls about the book since this was reported. Hmm. I'm waiting to see how Warren chooses to leverage this...

(Geez. That sounded bad. Sorry. Nothing critical against Warren... I'm just a bit cynical toward marketing of the Christian faith...)

Monday, March 14, 2005

thoughts on this weekend


Brian NicholsI'm sure most of you heard about the goings on here in Atlanta over the past few days with escaped convict, Brian Nichols. Words can't express the randomness of the evil we experienced. How do the families of those persons shot and killed even begin to heal? It's a fairly known fact that Atlanta is one of the bloodiest and most violent cities in USAmerica. What a sad fact considering that the Martin Luther King, Jr. National Memorial, a symbol of peace, is right here in the center of our city.

Yesterday at lunch we talked about how bizarre it was for Nichols to surrender peacefully after killing 4 people and wounding several others. At the time of his surrender (Saturday), I actually thought: "I wonder if the woman he held hostage talked with him about the righteous judgement, love and forgiveness found in Jesus Christ." Sure enough, today I read this article on BBC News that describes how Ashley Smith (his hostage) read to him from the Bible and talked about faith in God with him.

Last night I had a difficult time praying for Nichols. I knew I should. Jesus would have (he did). What Nichols did was so un-human... why should I pray for him? What if he receives the mercy and compassion of Christ? What a difficult thing to reconcile in my heart and mind.

Today, I was greeted with more disturbing news. This past weekend, a student in one of my wife's classes was shot and killed right here in our "safe" metro Atlanta suburb.

Friday, March 11, 2005

Thanks. Thanks a lot. Part X


Hard to believe, but we find ourselves once again mentioning a cheesy message found on "that Church's" sign on a busy Atlanta area highway:

"Your daily routine holds the secret of your future."

Chinese fortune cookies, anyone?

The Archives
Part 9 - "You cannot reach the palace talking like a peasant."
Part 8 - "God grades on a cross, not a curve."
Part 7 - "Failure is not an event. It's an opinion."
Part 6 - "The Bible[:] A Document Even CBS Can Trust"
Part 5 - "People who fight fire with fire end up with ashes."
Part 4 - "The Easter Bunny didn't rise from the dead!"
Part 3 - "Don't make me come down there. God."
Part 2 - "Be an organ donor, give your heart to Jesus!"
Thanks. Thanks a lot. - "For all that you do, His blood's for you!"

Thursday, March 10, 2005

streams


sitting here @ port city again. the coffee is okay today. not nearly as good as it was yesterday, although it is very hot and fresh today. i like port city for two reasons... wifi is free and i like the folks that work here. the bou is nice, and it still has a special place in my heart, but they don't have free wifi and their coffee is $1.60 for a small cup (rivaled in exorbitant cost only by starbu***). so, i ask, why pay $3/hr for wifi when i can have it for the cost of a $1.30 cup-o joe? not to mention, the recent turnover of staffing at the bou left only my favorite barista behind the counter (huzzah, dave!).

i liked my stream-of-conscious posting from yesterday. today runs in the similar vein. i've gotten tired of heavy posts or, worse yet, cheesy posts that just link you to another site.

in a way, i think this is what blogging should be. quick, spontaneous, from the gut. i admit, something is lost in a post when i spend so much time reading it over and over again to be sure there are no grammatical mistakes or speling errors (did you catch that one? i did it just for you).

yeah. the coffee's not as good today.

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

today


sitting here at port city java with my organic, fair trade blend in hand. sipping the warmth from the mug, feeling the draft of cold winter air from the window next to me. there's a school bus stopping at the corner over there, dropping kids off from school. my mind returns to my younger days when elementary school was a chore. something that had to be endured to move on to high school... which was a horrific nightmare of cliques and cliches that had to be endured to move on to college... which, though rather stimulating, was still a link in the ever growing chains of higher education... then came seminary, where i learned all there was to know about god that we have figured out over the past several millennia... and i discovered we know a lot, but that i really missed the god we talked about.

the kids are walking home now. i'm still sitting here. *sip* mmm... organic blend.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

getting the word out


OOOOOkkkaaayyy... It's been a while, but I finally will post the suggested blogs from the getting the word out project. I'm sad to say that I didn't get many suggestions from you folk because it made my job more difficult (in fact... I only received 2). BUT, I am happy to throw a few more blogs at ya in the meantime...

perforated pinky: Cheryl recommends this blog. Here's what she says: "This blog highlights 1991 and 1992 graduates of Lassiter High School (Marietta, GA) in a "Where are they now?" format. Though the appeal of the blog may be limited to those who went to Lassiter or know someone who went to Lassiter in the early nineties, I think the overall concept is pretty cool."

blogmaverick: Reggie recommends this blog. Here's what he says about it: "i'd like to nominate blogmaverick - it's the blog for the owner of The Dallas Mavericks, HDNET, HD Movies, and a few other things - He made his money from Yahoo buying one of his companies - He's on the edge of technology and has a great grasp of how it affects our lives - Plus, he has some interesting societal and cultural views."

I would hunt down some more blogs for you, but, unfortunately, I don't have time this week. So, I'm going to be lazy, give a friend some more traffic on his blog and vicariously point you to a few more blogs to check out... all by giving you this link to click on.

Monday, March 07, 2005

Thanks. Thanks a lot. Part 9



Okay... the latest installment from "that Church" and their sign. Please, don't hold your breath:

"You cannot reach the palace talking like a peasant."

This one really bothers me. I can't really put my finger on it. Maybe it's the fact that as far as I can tell, this pithy saying has absolutely nothing to do with Christianity... at least, the kind of Christianity that Jesus had in mind. Maybe it's the fact that I can't tell what the heck it means. Are they talking about prayer? If so, this really bothers me. Reminds me of all the fears of praying in public that I had as a kid: "What words do I use? What if people think I'm stupid because I can't pray that well?"

Yeah. I'm at a loss with this one.

The Archives
Part 8 - "God grades on a cross, not a curve."
Part 7 - "Failure is not an event. It's an opinion."
Part 6 - "The Bible[:] A Document Even CBS Can Trust"
Part 5 - "People who fight fire with fire end up with ashes."
Part 4 - "The Easter Bunny didn't rise from the dead!"
Part 3 - "Don't make me come down there. God."
Part 2 - "Be an organ donor, give your heart to Jesus!"
Thanks. Thanks a lot. - "For all that you do, His blood's for you!"

Saturday, March 05, 2005

up.date

Updating my "current reads" today. Currently reading A Generous Orthodoxy, Brian D. McLaren. I'll keep you posted on how that's going...

Thursday, March 03, 2005

alaska


My wife lived in Alaska for 3 years, teaching at a public school (Paul T. Albert Memorial School) in Tununak. Tununak is a remote Eskimo village on the Bering Sea (anyone jealous, yet?). National Geographic recently did an article on the school. Check it out: At Remote Eskimo School, Yearning for the Lower 48.

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

see what i mean!?


wha--!?Just to show you how ridiculous Georgia weather can be, here's a photo of the exact same spot I stood this morning (see my previous post) in snow-fall. (My personal favorite: notice the gleam of sunlight shinning on the car... it's spiting me.) Just a few hours later and Georgia is back in spring-time!

*ugh*

march!


snow... in march??Today is the first day of March. I guess the weather didn't get the email. It's snowing in Atlanta.

It's not that I don't like snow. I do--I really like snow. It's just that I got very tired of wearing shorts in December and short-sleeved shirts in January and February. Then, to my surprise, I walk outside to my truck this morning, and there is snow! WHA--!? (The photo is of our office parking lot a few minutes ago.)

*sigh*

Remember the 80s? You know... when winter was winter and summer was summer? I miss those pre-apocalyptic days...